I have written about this a couple of times, but I've now been in a flare for 4 weeks. I've been in treatment for one year. And I was doing so well. But then I had a TERRIBLE, heavy 21-day period in late October. Still, my bladder held up really well as I battled severe anemia. My anemia is now under control and I'm having such a bad flare. It's been a little better the last four or five days. Boaz said it could be because my body was so weakened because of the anemia. I'm just so frustrated. I don't know. I just feel like I've worked so hard and spent tons of money and here I am a year later -- miserable. Right where I started. And Boaz kind of sort of thinks he might know why. But not really. So discouraging. I guess there's no question here. Just needed to vent a little to others who understand.